well,being a human we will . urmm not just only will but we are truly going to have a feeling. Somekind.. urmm.. want to be love, to ba pay attention and so on.. i do have those feeling,but sometimes.. it makes me hate meself..you know, you can be the annoying one when you try too hard to have those attention. What a blablabla~
Sometimes,i do wonder wether am i really that suck who is trying too much to have attention from others? hmm.. i just wonder..


lets sing a song


i wonder how,i wonder why
yesterday you told bout the blue blue sky
and all that i can see
its just a yellow lemon tree
i'm turning my head, up and down
i'm turning-turning around
and all that i can see its just a yellow lemon tree


but, may i change that "LEMON TREE" to Hypocrite?
urm.. maybe next time :D


so, these few days my friend.. emm. not friend only but FRIENDS had been acting weirdly to me .. provoking me with some kind of words like
"sampai hati qilah"
"kalau kau blah,kau tak syg.... "
i was... umm.. oh yeah,totally guys..
and lately,i always fall sick and i feel like have a heart-attack . (ALLAH please don't  let me have those)
every night , i feel ache on my chest =='
its hurt actually,but i prefer not to tell to my mum because she's gonna start her babbling around 3 hours to me :( .. no no no
keep migraine and its getting worst..
keep gastric and its worst.. 
haaa.. semputt~


:D

okay,lets hear this song ,click that video

Di dalam hati selalu tersimpan
Rasa yang takkan pernah bisa ku ungkapkan
Kau diam tanpa kata
Saatku ungkap semua rasa

Di saat ku ingin dekat denganmu
Kau semakin jauh meninggalkanku
Dan kau diam tanpa kata
Saatku ucap semua rasa

Dan bila esok kita kan bertemu kembali
Masihkah ada ruang di dalam hatimu
Tuk cinta yang pernah kita miliki
Tuk selama-lamanya

Dan bila esok kita kan bertemu kembali
Masihkah ada waktu untuk mencinta dirimu
Tuk bisa menjagai hati ini
Tuk selama-lamanya

Mungkinkah esok kita kan bertemu kembali
Masihkah ada ruang di dalam hatiku
Untuk cinta yang pernah engkau miliki
Untuk selama-lamanya

Dan bila esok kita kan bertemu kembali
Masihkah ada ruang di dalam hatimu
Untuk cinta yang pernah kita miliki
Tuk selama-lamanya

Dan bila esok kita kan bertemu kembali
Masihkah ada waktu untuk mencinta dirimu
Untuk bisa menjagai hati ini
Tuk selama-lamanya

Dan bila esok kita kan bertemu kembali
Masihkah ada ruang di dalam hatimu
Untuk cinta yang pernah kita miliki ‘tuk selama-lamanya

lyrics : dan bila esok

singer : SOFAZ

okay,mostly people had listened to this song, and so do i. I never know this song was OST of Nora Elena and I just find out about this drama. kind of pathetic me :D. . haha. i just started watched this drama and now i already watched 6 episodes.. still got 18 more to go..  haih..

interesting story..

and guys. please don't tell me about the ending. i want to know it by meself ,even its late now.. but , who cares?

kesah ? ahaha..

apa-apa jela..

i love this song before i know about this drama and now i'm crazy about it.. XD

(F) this song is for you dude..

well, i hope that you know that i'm never forget you and never stop think about you.. 

you were too busy with your school and i'm making myselff busy with studying so that i can make you proud with me :D ..love yahh.. take care :D