MY PERFECT NIGHTMARE ? is totally my nightmare in reality world

Sometimes we fight

Sometimes I cry

Why dont I just tell him goodbye

Sometimes I should but

Sometimes I dont

Build up the strength to say that its wrong

Sometimes I hate sometimes I love

Sometimes I hurtsometimes I dont

Sometimes I wait for him to change

But its okay I just got to pay (yeah)

And I dont ever wanna leave em' alone

They say im brain washed but im in love with this man (yeahhh)

Keep tellin myself that its not worth it

I already know I dont deserve it

But if its from you I dont mind hurting

This is my perfect nightmare

So when will I wake up and scream

No way , no way , no way ,no way , no way , no way , no way

But if its from you I dont mind hurting

This is my perfect nightmare (perfect nightmare)

Sometimes I keep it cool

Sometimes I let 'em knowsometimes I even pack my bags to walk out the door

Sometimes I feel safe

Sometimes I really dont

Sometimes I promise that im ready to let 'em gooobut I dont ever wanna leave 'em alone

They say im brain washedbut im in love with this man (ooooh)

Keep tellin myself that its not worth it

I already know I dont deserve it

But if its from you I dont mind hurtingt

His is my perfect nightmare

So when will I wake up and scream

No way , no way , no way ,no way , no way , no way , no way but if its from you I dont mind hurting

This is my perfect nightmare (perfect nightmare)

Hopin' hes changing but im scared hes not cant see a way to leave himhe open'd my eyesand i..

Keep tellin myself that its not worth it

I already know I dont deserve it

But if its from you I dont mind hurtingt

His is my perfect nightmare

So when will I wake up and scream

Keep tellin myself that its not worth it

I already know I dont deserve it

But if its from you I dont mind hurtingt

His is my perfect nightmare

So when will I wake up and scream

i was thinking.. totally right. ! this song really make me remind of him.. i never hoped it anymore.. but i always want him.. wait for him even he is owned now.. i am still wait.. because i love him.. when i text with Mr.F everything is just the same as he is.. i was suck! nothing change.. nothing.. every single thing bout him just the same as Mr.F .. the different is , Mr.F a lil bit only BIT polite..

now or never.. Mr.F just the same with him.. lalalalalalal~ everything is nightmare in my life.. grr... hate it~